and we thought they weren't identical
The girls are starting to merge into the same face. For the longest time we would answer the question, "are they identical?" with, "they are supposed to be." But it seems like everyday they look more and more alike. The main differences are the hair and the cheeks right now. Rachel has more hair, Anya has more cheek. I haven't really ever thought the girls looked like me until recently. The other day, I saw a picture of myself, last year this time, in London. I look so carefree in those pictures. And I got this sort of deja vu of the future. Like I was reminded of Anya, but not my current Anya, but of a future Anya when she will look like her mom. Which is me, which is weird.

It has been 4 months, but it is still hard to process that I have two daughters. Me. When do you fully emotionally understand this, I wonder?


Comments
you know, that really is a cool photo. The girls do look uncannily like each other.
Posted by: sherpa | November 29, 2005 5:38 PM
hey. i was just looked at your sherpa.etsy.com today! why is the world so freaking small?
Posted by: tina | November 29, 2005 6:19 PM
I don't think you ever get over the rush of emotion you feel when thinking about your kids. It is surreal and totally normal in the same instance. People have kids all the time yet for each individual it is a mammoth emotional journey. That's what makes us special.
Posted by: Samski | November 30, 2005 5:22 AM
BTW they are all kinds of beautiful.
Posted by: Samski | November 30, 2005 5:23 AM
thank you.. i worry about putting pictures of my kids on the internet... am i evil for doing that?
Posted by: tina the seamonster | November 30, 2005 10:16 AM
You were at my discarded crafts site? Cool. That's funny.
Posted by: Sherpa | November 30, 2005 11:40 AM
When do you fully emotionally understand this, I wonder?
Never, well atleast that is how I feel. Someday I stop and go..."I have two kids...one is ten years old!" It blows my mind all the time.
Such cuties!
Posted by: Heidi | December 1, 2005 5:30 PM
hi heidi!!!! :)
Posted by: tina the seamonster | December 2, 2005 10:55 AM
they are just too adorable! My friend has twin boys and I just can't imagine having two at once. I have 3 all together but the 2 older ones are such a great help to me with the little guy...how do you do it?
Posted by: Jenn | December 3, 2005 11:03 PM
how do we do it? as my sister made me realize today, it is ALL we do. that is how we do it. :)
Posted by: tina | December 4, 2005 12:13 AM