Today, I feel as if I am at the top of the rollercoaster. About to be traveling faster than I knew possible. The point at which you realize that you are completely out of control of the ride and the end is going to get here too fast.

Of course I mean this in regard to my passengers. Tomorrow I will be 26 weeks pregnant! And knowing that 37 weeks is often considered "full-term" for twins means that I will more than likely have two babies in 10 weeks or so. That means that I could have babies in the month of July. I don't know what I was thinking, but I really thought I wouldn't have to start worrying about giving birth until August 1st. What was I thinking? Now I am on the speeding train, the top of the rollercoaster. Now I am holding on for the trip down. And there is this mixture of fear and excitement and my own flavor of love for both.

I look around our little apartment and think there is no way we are going to be ready in time. I think this is called "nesting." :) Well, my nest is tiny and cluttered and not ready!

Today I felt a new sensation along with kicks, tiny fingers are now grabbing at me from the inside. They are kneeding me like dough.