Last night, in conversation with Jeff, I said "my baby" for the first time. One step closer to owning this. It is weird how a planned pregnancy can be so difficult to get used to. I blame feminism. haha. I have spent so little time in my life thinking about the actual reality that as the girl, I am the one to carry this passenger.

Are you sick of hearing me complain yet? I sure am. I am becoming a bit of a drag, I think.

We have this HD cable now that we have a new big HDTV. On one of the Discovery channels, there is this show called Sunrise Earth. Every morning, there is a different nature scene and sunrise. It is insanely calming. So much better than watching that clown Katie Couric ramble on about stupid things. This morning on Sunrise Earth, I watched a sunrise over a field of cows. Cows are the most lovely creatures in the world, besides octopi. The grass was so green and the cows were tan and I felt like a farm girl. After the sun came up, the cows began to eat the green green so gingerly. Not like a hungry dog, but just so calmly. I have never seen anything eat so calmly. I thought about how cows are vegitarians and about how we reward them for this by eating them. I thought about India where the cows are more respected and about other countries, I think maybe India where sometimes a monkey will steal your sandwich because they run around with people. I wish that squirrels were so bold.